"A lot of feminist issues have left a mark on me. The list goes on and on. But the one experience that has shaped me the most is the aftermath of the assault and the long healing journey that takes place when seeking help. For my well-being, I will not be elaborating on the event of the assault. I know that it does not define me and I have been working towards recovery. But when it happened, everyone told me to go seek help, and I did. But what they don’t tell you is how hard that healing journey looks like, and how exhausting it can be to relive the experience that has scarred you for life. It’s not easy living every day with the feeling of knowing you were violated and harmed. Every day is a battle to get better. And sure seeking help is the right step for recovery, but it is not an easy one. I wish more people talked about how difficult it is to get through the recovery process. I feel exhausted and I can be very lonely at times. Sure I have been to support groups and other spaces where other survivors are sharing, but ultimately it is a reality that you have to face on your own."
- Anonymous
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